Downy

I've gone one month without a single update. This would suggest I haven't learned anything between then and now, but it's actually the opposite. I've learned so much that I don't know where to start, and already I'm beginning to forget (which was the reason for this blog). I look back on the 'remixes' that I've made and I realize how hard it is to keep up (starting with #1). Should I be accountable for these 'remixes'? It seems right to because otherwise I would just be a mouthpiece that plays no part in the symphony. Hm. Kinda feel like one right now. Keep on.

CCM Mammoth trip! Snowboarding was wonderful. Cabin time was funtastic. There were so many bumps in the road coming and going, but in the end everyone got back home safely - at least physically, maybe not spiritually. I've got my reservations. As weak as they are, I find myself holding back not because I have something to hold back but because I don't have what I should have. Progress is in slow motion. People are hungry, no, starving yet no one is eating. The only times there is nourishment are when they are force fed on rare occasions through people and circumstances just to stay barely alive.

"You've softened up from what I've heard about you."

I'm like a Downy fabric right now.

The gospel is soft in me. My unwillingness and unpreparedness to tell proves the lack of impact the gospel has made on me. It's not about sharing the gospel, but living it. Because when I live it, the words become natural.

Remix #7: Remixed to always be ready to give the reason for the Hope I have.